Tuesday, May 19, 2009
my exams are OVER!but someone's haven yet!
& thats PEARLIE!!!
Juz wanna say JIAYOU!
conquer ur exams!
LOL
but dun forget a special day coming...
in 14 more days!
super excited!
=D
9:45 PM
Leading...
it took on a roll i guess... even after sec 4.. it's weird though, i was reading Dr Tim Elmore book on self-leadership which Eunice told Elissa and I to read before June ends.. It struck me.. HARD.. as though telling me to "WAKE UP!!! STOP YOUR CHILDISH THOUGHTS!"
Oversized Gift.. perhaps positions have gotten over my head.. perhaps God is teaching me what it really means to lead others, because staying too high a position has endangered my character. It led me to be too focus on the "gift" rather than myself.. and when it falls.. i fall.. up till now i haven't gotten back the courage to stand up from my defeat..
Perhaps that's why i was so reluctant to lead, afraid of myself, afraid of what would happen.. it affected both myself and my walk with God.. thinking that now im in a totally new environment in SAJC, that i can leave it all behind.. i guess not. I brought it along with me because i couldn't get over it.. it keeps coming back.. hindering me..
but.. reading Dr Tim Elmore's book woke me up.. it's like a hit on my head..
God, Father.. You knew all along, even from the beginning of school, what was the problem. You knew that i couldn't let go of what happened in the past.. and i guess You knew that i would only learn my lesson when i'm utterly defeated. Thank You Lord, for waking me up once more. To know that I can be what Your word says I can be, filtering my mind and heart with only what is true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable, excellent, and praiseworthy. At the same time, teach me humility.. that i do not go over my head... Amen..Pearl~
9:29 PM
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Im suppose to be doing my PI.. but just some food for the thought..
i just saw the last episode of "太极".. ending has WuMa (main actor) and SangQing (main actress) going separate ways.. normally one would criticize that the ending should be a happy one and that WuMa and SangQing should live happily together.
Does love mean always being together?
Can love still exist between two who are so far apart?
just some food for the thought... =) Made me think much deeper into what's the meaning of love, between 2 people..
sometimes love can be a temptation...
Pearl~
9:29 PM
SASA a.k.a MISS RANDOM
