How ever tired i am, i guess im compelled to type this down.. i can't really think straight right now.. my mind is blurred.. I’ll try my best..

Throughout the whole orientation period in SAJC, i can say that God has convicted me of many things.. Including my purpose in that school. Even though i appealed to ACJC, i told God, if it is His will for me to be in SAJC, let it be..

I guess im learning how to sacrifice my desires to grow more intimately with God. Even my choices of CCAs.. wanted to join Dance or ODAC... but when i found out that they have very tight schedules, it got me thinking whether it will tire me so much that i will compromise my Quiet Time or even my weekends in church. As much as i love ODAC or Dance, i love God more..

So i guess right now it's between Student Council or Saints for Christ.. but i'm compelled to SFC..

had iconstruct meeting today with Eunice, Cheryl and WeiPing.. really refreshing.. got me thinking about relationships.. and to Pastor FuMan's preaching.. i realised then.. even relationships that we have should glorify God as well. off course that's a general statement. but what are the ways? Pastor FuMan asked us," What's the significance of the bridegroom kissing the bride on the wedding day? will it be the first kiss they share?" It shocked me a little..

“Is the relationship build to strengthen each other in their walk with God, moving on to a marriage? Or is it to just satisfy our feelings?”

Ultimately, I believe relationships should be about God as well..

In conclusion, SERVE is good!!! I learnt a lot, matured in my thinking, brought me to let go of my past.. encourage all to join!!!

The drowsiness is kicking in… want to sleep… but I know there’s something else I want to share.. but I’m getting tired…

It hurts.. from head to toe… first time i got a line bruise.. on my knee.. hai...

Pearl~